no more distractions.
no more worries.
no more excuses.



Q2 2008, lets get it on!

almost 2 yrs la...驴心狗肺的sob...life is a bitch...2008 is a fucking wrack so far

my goal this summer...

No more midterm or test this semester la, except for a few assignments here and there. The content wasn't hard but, yet again due to my lack of study habit and other circumstances, I did not achieve the result I wanted. I'm trying to refrain from using the term "failure" as much as I can, because failure is nothing but unsatisfactory result. And most results in life are determined by our own action, not God's. You fail only when you believe you've failed. Though it's much easier to put the blame on Him, and not giving Him credit for our success.


The voice of conscience is so soft, and yet so clear when you hear it. The race is not over Phil, catch up.



Juno MacGuff: I'm losing my faith in humanity.
Mac MacGuff: Think you can narrow it down for me?
Juno MacGuff: I guess I wonder sometimes if people ever stay together for good.
Mac MacGuff: You mean like couples?
Juno MacGuff: Yeah, like people in love.
Mac MacGuff: Are you having boy troubles? I gotta be honest; I don't much approve of dating in your condition, 'cause well... that's kind of messed up.
Juno MacGuff: Dad, no!
Mac MacGuff: Well, it's kind of skanky. Isn't that what you girls call it? Skanky? Skeevy?
Juno MacGuff: Please stop now.
Mac MacGuff: [persisting] Tore up from the floor up?
Juno MacGuff: Dad, it's not about that. I just need to know if it's possible for two people to stay happy together forever, or at least for a few years.
Mac MacGuff: It's not easy, that's for sure. Now, I may not have the best track record in the world, but I have been with your stepmother for 10 years now and I'm proud to say that we're very happy.
[Juno nods]
Mac MacGuff: In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.
Juno MacGuff: I sort of already have.
Mac MacGuff: Well, of course! You're old D-A-D! You know I'll always be there to love and support you no matter what kind of pickle you're in... Obviously
[nods to her belly]
Juno MacGuff: I need to go out somewhere just for a little while. I don't have any homework and I swear I'll be back by ten.
Mac MacGuff: You were talking about me right?

"There's a first time for everything."
It's only February and I've already had a few this year. Some I can't control, some stands out among others, and some I've brought upon myself...
None the less they are the very experience that makes us who we are.



Yes, they work.